Conditions
Photographs by Andrés Marroquín Winkelmann
Statement:
I was born between Ecuador, Brazil, Bolivia and Chile. In a country that lacks independence: Perú. Its rich folklore, its vivid rural traditions and wide range of landscapes contradict radically to the urban life in the capital city. A place where people have no options and even less opportunities, where every problem can easily be solved by means of corruption and where most decisions are made by someone else, rather than oneself.
We were molded to fit into roles in society in order to be successful...
I moved to Berlin when I was 20. After several attempts I finally found a small room on the first floor of an ex-squat located in the Samariterstraße. It wasn't the wide cultural range of the environment or the picturesque community that made me stay, but the straightforwardness I was beginning to get familiarized with, the challenging urge to self-expression, a counter-culture opposed to any kind of authority, a place where boundaries won?t create differences but where differences are accepted and even embraced.
During the three and a half years I was living there, I didn't take pictures of these surroundings - I was just living there. I only started to make pictures after I moved out again. I shot mostly in bedrooms, using an intimate approach. I realized that the isolation of the subject was fundamental to establish a private dialog in which questions about social norms and cultural behavior could be raised.
Those were the questions that gave form to this personal narrative.
I don't look for an instant reproduction of an incident but I rather try to compose a visual arrangement about it. I'm fascinated by the possibilities of constructing a mental place, a mythical environment.
I removed the project from its particular physical location, a geographical description didn't interest me anymore. I wanted the series to involve my everyday life. I started to set up daily situations and to extend the range of my subjects. I decided to build a lyrical composition by bending fantasy and realism, to weave familiar moments and ordinary objects into a pattern that would transcend the realms of common experience.
My intention was to frame an abstraction and accumulation of memories and thoughts gathered during that period. I had to do something about this odd feeling of restriction, about those awkward ideals and limitations that I was carrying with me when I left my homeland?s capital city. I had to denounce them by raising a call for mutual acceptance and the right to condition our lives.